shut this window now if ya dun wna listen to me rant;X
Woah my god!like.ZOMG
ahhh. i m getting like v. stressed up over NPCC and fretting over things in NPCC tt aint important.
GYAHHH
its lyk i keep missing NPCC activities:(
but though i reali dun lyk it..i'd still attend e Npcc activities:(
its lyk GANGGANGHAO they clash..
LYK..the dance prac on vesak day...
i gotta attend my step gramma's funneral..isnt that more impt than e dance prac?
and i cant go to the CIP on 31st may cause i have some paper planes writing competition..
Although they dint blame me or smth liddat..
but i dunnno why, i'd feel bad and guilty you konow even though i had valid reasons..
i'll be lyk lag in NPCC and all that stuff..
gna list out the days/reasons i dint go for NPCC..is my memory dint fail me..
1)gotta go debates(offical activity)
2)i think its debates too and i missed one of the activities..dunno if its offical or nt...
3)gota leave early for EDS concert(offical activity)
4)debates(gotta leave early a lil` bit only!--but still miss e CI screening D:)
5)debates(dance practice)-nt really offical though
6)ya..e funneral thing:((dance prac)
7)this fri gna miss too..as in attend for 1/2h only..cause got debates(nt really offical though..--ask senoir already can ask squadmates what happened..so i'll be okay if i dint go..)
8)gna miss the 311 may one..essay writing thing.
LOOK o.o at the oh-so-long-list...
GYAH
i missed so much..
what if my attendaace fall below 75%?
but the dance prac and all should be counted right?
ahhhhhh
then i'd have no CCA points...
but so far...the reasons i listed is lyk valid right?
grr hope so...
nt only that...what about the senoirs and tchers impression of me?
bad definately..
i hate this!!
hate this feeling!!!
i lyk ms teng but i think she hate me:(
GYAHHHHHH
ahh i shouldnt be fretting over this!!!
gotta get over the fact that imma the "black sheep" of NPCC-.-
I, TEO SHU LING, RESLOVE NOT TO FRET OVER NPCC STUFF
and stop getting freaked and stressed up by NPCC!!
i need assurance..:(